I have been putting off updating the results of our pregnancy test last week. It was a negative. I had been catching myself thinking "What if it did work..." thoughts the night before the test. I was mad at myself for doing that.
It was a rough Tuesday, as I was at a workshop when I received the news. There were no less than 4 pregnant teachers going through the training with me. Of course I had to work as a partner with two of them at one point in the afternoon. I did feel better Wednesday after I had several good cries. Jake was really worried when I was on the phone with my sister and started crying. He was so sweet when he hugged me and told me not to be so sad. I wish I could, buddy.
We are taking this next cycle off and then will decide what to do next.
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