I have been doing well this week not thinking about my beta on Friday. The first two days back at work make me want to be on break again! They have gone pretty well, but I am missing my sleeping in, my pajamas, Jake, and my naps. Clearly, I caught up on some sleep last week! I have been feeling fine all week. I am trying not to read into any symptoms I am having because they could also mean that AF is coming. I don't know if it is better that I think about it, or just keep it out of my mind. I don't want to get my hopes up and be crushed, so I am just trying to not make a big deal about it.
I am sad today. A dear friend of mine is moving away. She is just moving south of the Cities, but it feels like she is going to be a state away. I know this new adventure is what she and her family need, but I am going to miss just hopping into the car with Jake to go and have a quick lunch date or play date. I know we will still see each other, but it may not be as much. Over the past few years, life has caused some of my friends and I to grow apart. This particular friend has been there though everything. I think back to college and laugh at the fact that we didn't like each other because our mutual friends were at odds. Then, we had a whole year of classes together and realized we were crazy to not be friends. Now, 13 years later, we were bridesmaids in each others weddings and we have kids who are going to be lifelong friends. My star buddy! Cannot wait to take this journey with you!
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